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So what do you do when you open yourself up to feel again? To feel what you said you'd never feel again, only to have the person you feel " IT" for completely ignore you? I have absolutely no clue. For the past few months I've been on this journey to self-realization, to find myself after i completely lost who I was by loving someone who never loved me. I've been good, exceptionally great most of the times but there were times that I felt absolutely awful, numb even. Because I just couldn't understand how you could tell someone you love them repeatedly and they consciously ignore you, ignore the fact. And every time I thought about it, it broke me over and over again, so I have been trying to let go, to be free, to purge my soul of " Him". And at one point I did think it would never happen until I met this other guy some time ago. Each day I would look forward to talking to him, because although he didn't know he was a breath of fresh a